“Okay, so I’ve died before,” the teen from Arizona admitted during her first TikTok video on her near-death experience. The video has since been viewed more than five million times. “Let me just tell you what’s true and not true.”


"You lose desires, but you still be thinking a little bit," she explained.

Liliana said her sight was the first thing to go followed by her touch, but her "hearing never went away."

"You leave your body, but it's not like a hovering over everyone and watching the situation. It's like you become another being. I can't f**king describe it," she continued, adding: "The light parts true."

Unsurprisingly, people had lots of questions for Liliana, who wrote a Google Doc detailing her entire experience.


The near-death experience occurred for the Arizona teen after smoking marijuana for the first time in 2018 as a young sophomore in high school. Despite years of warnings about drug abuse from her family and friends, she risked her life to get high.

“I took one hit and then started losing cognitive brain functions,” she said. “I couldn’t focus or sit upright, and then my friend offers me water, and I said, ‘What’s water?’ and then passed out on the floor.”

A TikTok user asked her if the near-death experience changed her beliefs or the way she views spirituality and religion. Liliana said that she does still believe in God but doesn’t believe in the manmade versions of God that she sees in the Christian church.

“I didn’t meet God, there wasn’t heaven and hell, there was source,” she wrote, noting that “there’s a lot of spinning and some shapes.”

She added, “It is scary, but in the last stages, you feel nothing, there’s no fear, happiness, or sadness. You become another source of energy, and you’re not having human thoughts. It’s really hard to picture it without experiencing it, but it felt like an eternity.”

Liliana came back to life when the paramedics forced her to throw up and she could finally breathe again. She clarified that her near-death experience was not a high or a trip. She had completely lost consciousness, wasn’t breathing, and didn’t even have a heartbeat.

“I didn’t ingest anything near enough for me to become high and trip,” she clarified. “I wasn’t breathing. I didn’t have a heartbeat.”

This was a true near-death experience. Liliana was very brave to share with the world what happened to her.

Watch the video below:

Source: AWM